A New Year a New attempt~

 

A New year a new attempt at trying to keep up the blog……. Aot of people are blogging now… It’s interesting to see what drives each and everyone to blog. For me it isn’t about who reads it, who finds it inspiring… It’s simply for my kids. A simple insight on my thoughts, dreams, goals and aspirations for not only myself but for our family for each of them. It’s an insight into our lives at that moment how I perceived the world and hopefully if this keeps up how that perception changes.

           The only regret/desire I have with loosing my mom at such a young age it that I knew her perception on her life, her goals, dreams and failures from her written perspective…

         The ironic thing is though that my mom left this for me…. but it fell into the wrong hands and was discarded of. My mom kept journals an insight into her life… how she felt, what was going on ect. When I’d ask “what are you writing?”…She’d reply “You’ll have to wait until I’m gone to find out”… A piece of me is resentful I’ll never know as my mom was a person who was very private and very few people actually knew the real her. I was lucky enough to know the real woman she was and find comfort in the fact everything happens for a reason and there must have been a reason the journals didn’t make their way to me.

  With Blogging, my kids will have a virtual scrap book of their lives and their mom!

With that I apologize here and now to Brett. With a Mom heart full of guilt as the blog failed in documenting your 1^st year. Instead of blogging I was busy loving you…. Any time I’d go to blog the thought of how quickly Laken grew out of the nook of my chest would cross my mind and  I would find myself picking you out of your crib and sneaking you back to your Dad and I’s room to just snuggle you. Please know that I may not have posted as many pictures or posted as much this last year but it was because my time spent with you, loving both you and your brother with my whole heart.

 

 

 

Below you'll Find some of our year~ In no specific order