Friday, May 13, 2011

"A mother is she who can take the place of all others but whose place no one else can take~Cardinal Mermillod

When Mark and I started talking about starting a family there was some reservations on my part….would I be a good mom, would I repeat those mistakes of my parents, that I swore I would never make…then the stress of creating a new life, molding and shaping a little being into a respectable man or women… All of these scared me and some still do, especially the parts in which I knew I couldn’t/cannot control. (like the bumps, scrapes, and harsh lessons of life that I wish I could shelter any child from) I’ve gone through most of my life very critical of my accomplishments…..not fully satisfied with what I’ve done….This truly all changed the day Laken was born. By far he is thee greatest accomplishment I have ever archived and could not have done or asked for anything more perfect or fullfilling.



People say that being a Mom is the best job in the world.....but until you are one, do you fully understand what they are talking about and how true it is. I’ve learned so much about myself and my relationship with my Mum since welcoming Laken into the world almost 2yrs ago. Even though my Mum is no longer with us, I find myself in awe when my heart melts as Laken yells “mommy” when I pick him up from the day home. Knowing that I gave that to my Mum, and truly cannot think of anything better or more sweet.


I am so grateful to be able to be my little boy’s Mom, and cannot wait for everything that is to come! I am also grateful for all the other mom’s in my life, the ones who are raising there children right along with me, those who have had a huge impact in my life and in others. Happy Mothers Day to All the Mom’s out there!


Xoxox






Below is Laken and I This Mothers Day at a friends Wedding~
 

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